 Let’s face it. No one wants to have a haunted house! Or a house haunted by the previous owner’s issues, or a home that feels chaotic and uncomfortable. Here are 3 signs of Disruptive Energy in a property. 1.You, or your kids or pets avoid certain spots in the home. This could point to a portalway or gateway has opened in the space. These are energetic through-ways leading to a negative astral. Gateways allow for more entity traffic and can create a real sense of uneasiness. There could also be an entity of sorts hanging out in the space. Kids can be incredibly instinctual about this one! 2.You feel like you just can’t get comfortable in the space. Or if you’re attempting to sell or build or improve the home, there seems to be an invisible block from things going smoothly to get what you need. . Property could be built on an ancient burial ground or battlefield. This is not that uncommon. When it does occur, it can make us feel like we can’t relax in the space. It can also cause delays and just make things difficult for us when we’re upholding the property as a home or work-space. Other disruptive energy could be in the form of negative thought forms, items charged with negative energy in the space, or entity traffic. 3.Nightmares or Night Terrors Not always tied to property energy, (but frequently can be!) Usually comes up when there is entity traffic or a portalway or gateway open in the space. These can be quite vivid and unpleasant dreams. There are many ways to clear the energy in a property. However, one way to know for SURE about what is going on and that it has been cleared, is to have it cleared via the Akashic Record for the property by your favorite Akashic Records practitioner. (Me! Me! Oooo ooo pick me!) What can you expect after a clearing?
Feel good in your space. Much love, Ellen <3
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 Hello Beautiful Soul, When something is going wrong, or is setting off all kinds of alarm bells that something is totally not vibing with you, thinking positive is NOT the answer. Not as the well-intended advice is often given, anyway. Of course, we want to affirm what we DO want. That would be a positive expression of some kind. For example: “I live in a peaceful environment”. But it does not mean that we pretend like what is going on doesn’t suck, and hope to think of it ‘positively’ until it doesn’t suck anymore. In other words, we don’t need to affirm that something that feels AWFUL is POSITIVE! We can ask. ‘How is this experience serving me’? And we can thank the circumstance, situation, what have you, by saying ‘Thank you for helping me move towards fully embodying my purpose’. We can then decide what we don’t want, and from there, affirm what we DO want. It’s OK to decide that what you really want requires some change. Once you affirm your true desire, you can then choose to take steps, big or small towards that desire each day, with the vision and feel of it in your heart. Many blessings and so much love to you. Ellen <3 PS. If you’d like support as you transform your circumstances and create the life of your dreams, book in here for your no obligation, complimentary discovery session with me. Ellen Lorraine Niemeier www.soullevelhealing.com Follow on Facebook  As I was reaching for an old comfort food the other night, it struck me how creating the life you want nearly ALWAYS requires that you go against what the collective message is.
The collective message may say, buy this and eat this, it’s delicious and a treat, and you DESERVE it. Yet, the item in question may actually be laden with chemicals, or just foods that don’t vibe with you, lower your vibration making you feel like crap after you eat it. Or the collective message may be that you HAVE to get a job you hate, and keep it, for security of money, insurance, etc., etc. Often, the collective message is FEAR-based. Anything that is fear is not love. And LOVE is what sets us free! This is why it feels scary to follow your inner guidance! Taking a bold step, even contemplating taking a tiny bold step led by your higher-self can bring up feelings of:
What stops most people from doing this, is right before they take the action they know in their hearts is what they wish to do, they may stop themselves based on any of the fears listed above. It can feel like the hardest thing EVER to do before you do it. And this one small step can be any number of actions, a few examples would be:
And the list can go on and on. But something amazing happens though once you take even ONE small step. A new space is created. Taking the first step, with blind faith that the following steps will be shown to you as needed, the next step will show itself. Another way to say it, is that as you take the first step, you’ll be in a position to more clearly choose the second step, and so forth. What becomes clear as you go on, is that the people most likely to criticize you, are feeling unworthy or afraid, themselves. They will either change their tune as you live your life on your own terms, or they will simply no longer resonate with you and your community will change—bringing in more support, love and high vibrations around you. Bless those unable to take the journey with you, with love, and continue on, knowing that living your highest potential will serve yourself and others in unimaginably great ways. It takes some guts to make changes to live the way you want to. You are perfect and have the power of the Divine flowing through you. You can claim your power—your peaceful, perfect, creative power, and be free, my darling beautiful Soul-flake. Take that first step, and the next… and watch that veil open before you. There are no do-overs. Give yourself permission. Create the life you want. The world needs you and your gifts -- Now. You are worthy, you are Divine, YOU ARE PERFECT. You are more than the sum of experiences in your past. You are so loved. Many blessings, Ellen PS. Need help figuring out where to start? A Soul Realignment session provides insight and also creates an energetic opportunity to make new action easier. Schedule yours here. Do you sometimes feel like you’re trying and trying to be in the flow, express your unique gifts and yet somehow, you’re just not creating the experience you most want to have in this lifetime?
Many times, what we know about ourselves, is formed from our history, in this lifetime. It may be influenced by beliefs, collective consciousness, and ‘lessons’ taught to us when we were young by our parents, teachers, or religion. The thing is, we are ALL Diving beings. Each and every one of us. However, many times, we are not in alignment with our most natural, Divine gifts. Gifts our Soul is literally made of. Sometimes, we made choices in this lifetime that got us a step or two out of alignment with our most authentic expression. But oftentimes, we made choices in previous lifetimes that greatly affect us NOW. These choices are affecting our current experience, but it may seem like, okay but what choice did I make, which action led me HERE? Or why am I taking so many positive action steps towards the life I most wish to manifest, yet it’s just not coming together the way I hoped? This is one area where the Akashic Records can really serve us. Via the Akashic Records, this information is available. We can learn about choices made in previous lifetimes—including if we chose to take vows, or enter into contracts, etc, that are still being upheld by our energy, but are no longer serving our highest good. And we can clear the energy, and make new choices NOW, that can move us into greater alignment with our inherently Divine, nature. What are the Akashic Records? They are the record of all that is, was, and will be (with room for Free Will). It could be likened to the database of the Universe. For most of us, this is not our first time around… Our Souls have long histories and experiences we bring with us into this lifetime. We chose to incarnate into this experience. And we have the wonderful opportunity to tie the spiritual, mental/emotional, and physical aspects of ourselves together in harmony to create the experience we most want to have in this lifetime. You are whole. You were never broken. So much love and many blessings to you, and your most Divine expression. <3<3<3 Ellen P.S. To schedule a Soul Realignment® reading/clearing for yourself or your child, you can do so here. You can see my complete list of services offered to assist you on your Soul-Level journey here. 1.31.16
In Santa Fe, NM today, with my main toddler man, Antonio. We arrived a couple nights ago. The most striking thing about this town, is how sacred it feels. Even when you’re in a store parking lot or just driving on a normal-looking street, something feels very present in this area. Yesterday, we drove up this dirt road to see the Audubon park here, but when we arrived, it turned out it was still closed for the holidays. I was disappointed, as I read that you can view ancient ruins from the trails there. I believe the path would be too difficult to pass with my car in the snow, when it re-opens tomorrow. So, unsure of where else to go, with Antonio already napping in the back seat, I decided to just drive downtown to check it out. And wow. It is beautiful, and what really was astounding was how much LOVE was all around us. Each and every person we passed by, saw in a store, stood next to on the street, talked to Antonio, told him how handsome he was, how beautiful his eyes were, stopped to play with him, helped me pick up the huge piles of baskets that fell when he pulled on one of them, and just love - love everywhere. It was the gentlest, most loving day out in a town I can ever recall. And we have gotten a lot of love all over the place! The other thing that stood out, was all the beautiful crystal shops! I mean, geodes like I’ve only seen on Facebook! It felt so good to be in these spaces, with the beautiful energy of the stones, and I just felt thankful to Gaia for all she provides for us as we walked, drove, and looked around in awe and wonder. I’m so glad we came here. I’m finding though, that there is SO much more I’d like to see here and experience. That was the downside of coming on a whim—more lead time is needed when wishing to schedule special tours and such. And more is closed for the season than I anticipated. But finding that I resonate deeply with viewing sacred places, and feeling reverent for people before us, and how they lived, and how in tune they were with the sun and moon cycles. They worked with Mother Nature, else how would they have survived? And I find myself contemplating raising a baby when living in a rock house built into a mountain side! Last night, I opted to extend our stay by one day, partially because we have a great deal on a nice room (thank you Priceline Express Deals!), but partially also, to just rest our bones and take a minute to tune in. So all we did was go to Denny’s for lunch, then back to the room for a nap. Accidently pinched Antonio’s lip in the seat belt as we were getting in the car. I felt so badly. And I didn’t even realize it happened or could happen until it was done! Poor guy. I gave him a big hug, dabbed his lip and gave him an arnica to help it feel better and heal. He was giggling again within a minute. Then, as we parked at Denny’s, which was just down the street from our hotel, a man approached asking to clean my windshield for any money I could give him, or food. And normally, I might feel afraid, or annoyed, or insecure. But in this case, I wanted to help this man so badly, there was something beautiful in his soul just speaking to me. And I did have a little cash, but not much. All I could think was omg, I have SO much, a car full of stuff that is heavy and obnoxious to move in and out of places, surely I have something extra I can give this man. And so I found a couple dollars and gave it to him, and he was so thankful and gave blessings to us, and he cleaned my windshield for me, and blessed Antonio and it was just this totally unexpected interaction, and I was so moved by it, it really surprised me. I wanted to ball my eyes out when I got into Denny’s. I wanted to help this man so much. Then I found I wanted to help everyone so much. Not help, but heal. Make it all better. Remind everyone how awesome they are. Meanwhile, I’m not even sure where we will sleep after tonight. Or how we will find our home. Or where it will be, though I have an idea at least, now. The other thing, was at Denny’s, every single person was loving to Antonio again. People helped me pick up his bottle when he threw it across the room or into the kitchen area! Wait staff and other customers stopped to talk to him, smile at him, tell him how he’s so cute, and such a love. What a sweet, sweet town, with such loving people. Driving back to the hotel, I felt grounded even while driving. There is just this magical ‘something’ in the air here, which feels good. And I saw 888’s as I was driving. Angels love communicating to me with numbers. Considered Santa Fe for our next home, but the thing is, is that I picture myself someplace else. Though I do LOVE the energy here. Heading back into the unknown tomorrow. Up to Colorado, which feels right. I do have some places I could potentially stay for a while, just considering my options, and also, considering what I’d really like to do at this point. Feeling so grateful for all my friends, and the bounty we have experienced on this road trip adventure. Each time we've gotten in the car to go to the next place, it's always been with just enough money to get there. Enough food for a day or two. And yet, we've had safe, nice, warm places to stay every single night. We've had more food to eat than we could even possibly consume. And more than we need as far as supplies. We've been safe and loved. The man who cleaned my windshield said how babies are blessings from God. This adventure has been so awesome, Antonio has been a dream in the car, and super excited about each and everything we do and everyone we meet. He really is a lovey dovey dooby doo. Certainly though, there are challenges to traveling with a toddler by yourself. Packing and unpacking the car and going up and down steps and in and out of weighted doors, over and over and over again all while carrying or wearing a child, who is sometimes picking at your open eye balls, slapping your face and giggling, or scratching your chest, can be demanding. Quite demanding. But I keep thinking about how without Antonio, I would never have taken this approach to life. He is the blessing in my life that helped me say no to bull-shit and yes to living on purpose, without compromise, and to create the life of our dreams. Thank you, Antonio. I’m so glad you’re here and with me on this journey. Love and blessings from Mama Ellen & Baby, err Toddler, Antonio. We left St. Louis 2 weeks ago. We put all our things into storage, got a mailbox, and packed up the car and hit the road!
We got to visit friends in Chicago, Illinois, then we were off to Colorado. We stayed in Omaha on the way to friends in Parker, then up to Fort Collins, and today we are in Durango—which feels like a real adventure because I haven’t been here since I was a little girl. Amazing how many things start to come together, how many doors open when you just do things. And I was so nervous to take this leap of faith and sort out where we will live by going to stay with friends and leaving where we were without knowing where we will live next, but now that we’re doing it, it’s amazing how many people have told me they wish they could do what I’m doing. I have had plans for no more than a few days at a time, and it’s been liberating and also affirming of faith, as we have had a safe place to stay every single night of our trip. This journey has provided so many lovely reminders of how many good friends I have and how much love is around us all the time. I’m so grateful it’s impossible to express it adequately. It’s also been astounding to see how adaptable Antonio is! Bedtime has been moved around a bunch, we’ve been in different friends’ homes and hotels and in the car a LOT and he’s been so excited for whatever new space, new people, the joy of getting to eat a baby rice cake handed back to him by mommy in the car, just joy. Every second. He is the epitome of living in the moment and enjoying it to the fullest. The mountain air feels so good. The biggest challenge I have is to not guess as to how it will work out in the end. And I’ve had so many reminders to keep the faith. So here we are, in this lovely town I have been wanting to check out as a possible home for years, continuing our adventure. And each time we’ve gotten in the car, I’ve had just enough $$ to get us to wherever we were going. And yet we’ve had plenty. Love and blessings from Ellen and Antonio <3 Lovely evening outside when the rain broke into just a slight drizzle.
Got shoes on and Antonio carefully got on his side to go down the step to the porch and then after tapping a couple pebbles together, off he went! First stop: trailer parked across the street. He touched all the tires, checked out any wiring he could find, crouched down to look underneath, and tapped on any metal parts while giggling. Dance break in the street. Stopped in the street to dance, first fancy tap dance style, followed by bending his knees over and over and bouncing. And giggling. Can’t forget the giggling. :-) He takes off down the street on the sidewalk, squeals with excitement as we pass our neighbor’s house who has doggies (but were not outside at the time) and he takes a detour to walk on the wet leaves in the grass. Up the next street we go, stepping on the leaves, up to the house with a witch hanging in a tree for Halloween. Squealing and breathing with excitement, he goes up to the witch to look at her and feel her legs. I pick him up so he can see her and admire her, while keeping the neighbor’s lights and yard intact. ;-) Back up the street we go. Toddler-man Antonio crouches on the sidewalk, and takes a moment to feel the wet concrete. Feels the concrete, looks at his hands, rubs them together, repeat. Wipes hands on pants, off we go. Squealing, he takes off to our next door neighbor’s house, and runs up to the water spout. He crouches down, watching the rain water drip from it, and puts his hands underneath to catch some in his hands and feel it. Bliss. One more dance break on the sidewalk, followed by splashing some puddles in the street with his hands, and he climbed back up the porch, into the house, where he sat down waiting for me to take off his shoes, jacket and wet pants. Baby legs and free-style play time! Love. Ellen Lorraine Niemeier www.soullevelhealing.com  Lately, seems I've been hearing about how we are here on this planet to experience pain and suffering. That our 'purpose' is to experience this -- in order to learn and grow.
We certainly can evolve from painful circumstances. And we can certainly practice forgiveness to set ourselves free, and transcend the effects of trauma... But is that REALLY necessary to evolve? Do we really come from the Ether, pure Spirit, the essence of Divine Love, to simply feel awful for an incarnated physical experience, then finally, as a reward for this craptastic existence, get to die?! And then, and only then, go back to the wholeness of Spirit? My darlings. No. We are each Divine Beings of Spirit. What if we are here to bring the Light of Truth into this incarnation? What if we were to live in alignment with who we are truly--the unique, perfect, Soul-flake that we are, and enjoy every minute of it? The truth is, we can have a peaceful, happy, joyous experience in the physical plane! And still come from and go back to the Divine formless substance -- as always. We can experience ourselves as the beautiful individuals that we are! We can live in harmony with the natural cycles of Mother Earth, and also in harmony with ourselves--our own pace, expression, attractions, interests, gifts, etc. And STILL evolve! We are, and always have been Divine beings. We each have beautiful gifts and energies, that, when expressed fully, bring us great joy, ease and abundance. We each also bring experience with us, that can affect our present-day circumstances profoundly. And the beauty is that by looking within, and garnering the right support, we can bring consciousness to what is no longer serving us from those parts of ourselves. We step out of feeling separate from everyone else, and victimized, and step into a place of choice and creation. Our beautiful creation. Into the flow of our natural river of energy. And in so doing, we inspire others to express themselves at Soul-level, too. Love and blessings my darling Soul-flakes. Ellen Lorraine Niemeier www.soullevelhealing.com  Now, what kind of spiritual guide would I be, if I did not need to take some GIANT leaps of faith to step into my own divinity as part of my experience?
I have been so inspired by others, and I love hearing stories of triumph, beating all odds, creating a dream life-style while absolutely NOT apologizing for any of it! It took me some time to realize, many of the teachers and healers I so admire, had their own journeys to get where they are, and no journey into living the life you've always wanted comes without stepping outside your comfort zone, encountering some major inconveniences, and most likely, looking into what may seem like a mountain of impossible obstacles. Not to mention, a bunch of well-, or not-so-well-intended folks around you insisting that you must have to give up something to get what you want, or that you simply cannot have what you're after, or that the life you dream of is only achievable for some people--'some' meaning, 'someone other than you, or 'us''. Well, I've done it before. Taken a leap of faith, that is, where it felt like I was looking into a thick veil of molasses, knowing in my heart, it was a step in a direction that would make my heart sing, yet feeling nearly paralyzed by the fear of what might be on the other side of that veil! The complete unknown. Yes, I was uncomfortable in my life. Yes, I was broke. Yes, I was surrounded by people who did not resonate with me. Yes, I felt like I had been throwing all my gifts away and that I simply had to do something to take a step in the direction of the life I wanted. But wow, talk about the ego giving a thousand excuses and reasons that taking that first step might kill me. Well, it didn't. I took that step. And my life got about 8000% percent better in a matter of 5 days time. I went from having no car, a crappy job, and feeling fed up with turning down opportunities and activities, to being hired for a much better job, making friends, cultivating my gifts, and getting a car. This was two years ago. Since then, I've had a baby. The most wonderful teacher about how to be fully in the present moment! It's the two of us, creating a wonderful adventure together. I learned quickly after he was born, how very little I was willing to compromise on my values as a mother. And in that place of being completely unwilling to settle, I worked with a dear healer-friend, and got in touch with my deep desire to work as an energy healer, an intuitive. I have always been psychic, but this was the first time I identified how much I wanted to serve in this way. I've been so blessed to get to stay at home with my baby. During his first year, I was offered a position where I could work from home. Then, a friend offered to let us move into the extra rooms of his house, and house-sit while he was away. This allowed me to stay home with babesters during the day, and work on my business in the evenings after his bedtime--without the stress of paying rent. Things changed, and it's now time to move out. No idea where we will go, my business is new and in development, bills are piling up, of course, my car registration is due this very same month! Inconvenient? For sure. Divine? Absolutely. Guided with love all around us as well as support from a non-physical team? Yes -- and I can't imagine doing this without that support! Thank you, thank you, thank you! Soooooo, instead of freaking out, staring endlessly into the pile of possible complaints, fears, seeming obstacles, and impossibilities...we are putting our things in storage, and going on a road trip! Falling in love with life all over again, meeting with friends, feeling a wonderful sense of freedom and adventure, and following guidance and taking action the whole way. And I know the perfect place that is getting ready for us, will show up at exactly the perfect time. Off we go! Love and blessings, Ellen Lorraine Niemeier P.S. Had an adventure you'd like to share? Post in the comments below! |
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